This is an emotional post.


Another sleepless night.
Cry me a river.

Was reading fiq's blog.
Ya, I understand how you feel.
When your bank statement dry..
and.. desperate for cash.
I share the same thoughts as you.
and! I still kay kiang, no money still want to go taiwan!
My stupidity kills my brain cell.
any loan shark to intro?
or some sure strike 4 digit to give me?


But still,
I am working hard to save.
For my uni expenses and TAIWAN trip.
I'm juggling my work and life,
which is driving me crazy. irksome.
it's very depressing to do something that you doesn't like.
and it's making me turning to another bitch.
the shortchanges of my emotions are the post syndrome.
I've forgotten what's the purpose of living..

I always wish to have a better tomorrow before i go to bed.
But at the same time,
I'm scared..
to grow up.


"life is so short, live to the fullest"
that's what I had been telling myself for years.
I'd been very stubbon to be honest with my feelings.
not very healthy I know.

I will try not to deprive myself from happiness.