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Hazel.
i'm your soul.

Hazel
25 June

strike out.

I am a happy girl

hearts talking.



my days.

November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009


Sunday, November 30, 2008

I always thought human wanted peace..
It's not funny you know, it's human life!

The mumbai attacks.
60 hours of chaos and terror.
leaving near 200 dead and 300 injured.
Death toll is increasing day by day.
audacious attacks

A Singaporean held hostage, in one of the mubai's hotel,
the late Miss Lo Hwei Yen.
A 28 year old lawyer, who is there for working trip.
Upon hearing the tragic news.

My deepest heartfelt to her family, friends and her husband.
I know how it feels to lose your love ones.
The saddness over her death.


The bangkok anti-government campaign.
Bomb blast on the streets.
Protesters surround the airport.
Aircraft stop flying causing lots of problems to travellers.

People are living in worries and fears everyday.

I don't want to read those bloody news in the papers anymore.
The devastating attacks are so scary.
Can you all stop killing, please?

Where is the love?


10:20 AM


Saturday, November 29, 2008

Went over to nickky's place
In future when I got married, I wouldnt buy Seng Kang's flat!
The flats are like clustered together!
No air ventilation. *shakehead*

HU LI JING!

Her favouriate vocab!
Blue by her,
Pink one is writen by me of course. =)



Sia la! nickky! you potential CHEENA! You can write chinese words!







Nickky says I am like a deranged,
running like mad with TROY at the park.
He pee on my leg! tsk.
Kick your butt than you know! haha.

Her dog shit and pee anywhere he likes
She will be clearing his shit. eee!
Whenever she screams at her dog,
I will be there laughing my ass off.
Wa lao, Want to beat than beat la.
Use newspaper action only, if I were to be troy, I'll not be scared also.


Meet Denny for dinner at CHOMP CHOMP!
That kuku never went there before


Cannot stand his act sexy face! *shakehead*

We are chatting over some random stuffs.

Denny: "Girls always type very long in msn or sms, always got alot to say."

Nickky: "I also like that what."

Me: "Girls speaks details, Guys speaks facts."

Nickky suddenly shout very loud, "GUYS SPEAKS LIES LA!"

oh my fucking god! Can you image how loud she screams?
Others were staring at our table.
Another throw face friend. haha.

Denny was sharing his army stories.
The wild bore! haha!
funny shit!
He don't even know when is the pay day!
10th for SAF, 11th for SCDF.
See! After hanging out with so many NS guys.
I know so much about army. I know more than him!

He is so nice today
carried bag for me,
said I lost quite a fair bit of weight,
my complexion gets better. haha!
shiock!!
Enlist already become more gentleman!
Where boy becomes MAN! haha.



5:25 PM


Thursday, November 27, 2008

Finally done with MP JUDGING!
Whee! HOO WOO!
Congrats me please!
For god sake, I work like a dog for it for months!
It's Over!
I watched MADACASCAR with qd after that.
shihui pang seh us!
Damn hilarious show!
Yeah, I need that laugh after so much shit.

Rushing like mad woman in school just now,
up and down the levels with that killer heels.
Skip my meals because of that judging.
I swear both of us are like hungry ghost in the theatre.
Gorging popcorns and hotdog buns into our tummy!
I can even eat a cow pig down.



HEHE came over after the movie to meet us for supper.
He don't trust my driving skills!
Come on leh. Have faith with me. haha.
You don't even dare to over take a female driver! LOUSY!!!

qd no balls! (quoted from hehe)
She scream like mad woman for tiny little things.
Throw my face!
I will faster turn and walk away act like I don't know her.

deadtired!


12:06 AM


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

yours truly, *de-lyn says:
i just wanna tell u


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
that i saw someone that look like u v much

yours truly, *de-lyn says:
like 99% alike


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
my fren's gf, frm ur course sumore


Hazelsssss says:
the main thing is PRETTY or not?


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
look alike like u


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
so u think pretty?


Hazelsssss says:
if not pretty dont tell me la


Hazelsssss says:
tell me for what? you cannot make me happy isit. tsk.


Hazelsssss says:
ur fren handsome not?


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
errrr


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
haha


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
no comments


Hazelsssss says:
haha. okay.


yours truly, *de-lyn says:
my friend saw you before, he say both of you look alike.


HAHA! That girl's bf must mistook me before as her gf!
Oh please! Don't look alike la.
Anyone wanna see?
i'll sent you the link.
I don't believe with ah lame, and I asked a few people in my msn list
Siewmei, shafiq, shihui, jason, yunru, jia huang, wuhao, mich, nickky.
All said the same thing

"WA, twins sia!"

wth. u all blind?


8:49 PM


Sunday, November 23, 2008

SAT, 22 NOV

I made a trip down to tampines mart.
Seconday school membories kept running in my mind along the way.
The bubble tea aunty look as young after 3 years.
The tutu kueh aunty too.
The best honeydew ice in town =)

I miss that time where we carry low backpacks with a cup of bubble tea and bitch all the way home.
The time where he used to help me carry my bulky books after my training.
The time we used to run around the school like mad during training.
The time we used to eat chips and biscuit behind class.
The time we go to school to copy homework before flag rising.
The time we used to stay in the toliet for hours just to comb our hair.
The time we used to be so naughty in labs.
that innocence we have during that time.
we all had grow up, to a mature as before..

East Spring Secondary CHAMPION WE ARE!


Siew Mei is the best GIRLFRIEND in this world
she threw a surprise bbq birthday party for chia bird bird!
She planned it a month ago.
It was pouring like crazy.
I look out of my window,
laughing like crazy also.
I was making some slient prayers hoping the rain will stop.
the whole thing was not easy.
Girl, you made it =)

Some ex-esss students were there, which I haven't see them for years.
Whenever army boys gather together,
they were go whining how sian NS can be. haha.
Those gangster used to be, had all turn over a new leaf.
I am glad to see them around, better than before. =)

There are still many photos not with me, will post them up once i got it. =)



12:16 PM


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Is near 2am now.
Gastric is killing me.
Probably is because I skipped dinner.

Focusing on my hoard work.
Yes I know, I am taking forever to complete.

This damn cockroach appear on my study table.
Right under my nose!
Lying on my notes till like so shiock!
Worse is when I try to catch, it played catching with me, ran into my bag!


Too bad Xiao Qiang, it just not your day.

*clap* I am a brave girl! Fret not. =)

(Credits for qiudan) I drove you before. =)
I havent been taking the wheels for quite some times.
I got my license more than a year. No more P plate. :)

Hearty conversation with nickky.
I spilt everything to her.
She had her point.
I've been holding on for too long,
between despair and hope.
I will sob the damn world away,
only if everything is as easy as ABC.
Maybe I am not crying, eyes is perspiring. :)
Thank You love for being there for me.
I always enjoy conveying with people who are older than me.



12:42 AM


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

You know how excited I was just now.
I have been longing..
I have been striving..
to relate everything to a reveal one.
My wildest dream is so near yet to far to reality.

Tell me is not a beautiful mistake.
it's all good.
the state of mind is back again.
I thought everything is gone..
till then..


12:18 AM


Sunday, November 16, 2008

The sun is blazing hot today.
I believe is a nice weather to swim, too bad I'm back to school to rush tasks.
Swimming was nice with meina yesterday.
heart-to-heart talk.
I admire her for being so thoughful and warm.
It's pretty good to talk to a wise person.

I knew that it wasn't a day to start off.
I feel myself being baked in the open air oven.
It's going to worsen my complexion if these contiune.
Eye bags, zits, pimples, Blemishes are all showing. :c

Esther told me that the christmas decorations are up in town.
I wish I was there to enjoy the lightings.
Festive seasons can be hurting.
too bad then.

I have alot to say, but was reserved at the same time.
To be honest, I am experiencing heaps of emotions.
My heart and mind is having a war.
Probably either one will defeat one day.

I have been grumbling alot these days.
irony of life.
Be it in msn or texting.
you all are nice people and help me along with my life.


8:10 PM


Saturday, November 15, 2008

I have no idea how many games in life I have won so far.
The fact is I guess I lost many.
I don't mind losing, but do I always have the chance to stand back on my feet?

The future is a mystery.
When I was young, my teacher teach me 1+1=2.
But now, the answer is not fixed anymore.
Give me strength and wisdom.
If I were to have that opportunity.
I will promise to fight all the way without fear.

When is my turn to shine?


7:08 PM


Friday, November 14, 2008

I will show you how stress my project mates are..











My cardigan got expended after that fatty bom bom wore it. NEW ONE LEH! tsk tsk.













Post Project Syndrome! I dig my project mates totally. =)


4:53 PM


Thursday, November 13, 2008

I am at the verge of going crazy, seriously.
The case study is driving me nuts. I took hours to analyse. Is 2330 now, I guess I'll have to stay till the wee hours to complete. no more brain juice. Siao liao la, everyday sleep so late, no pretty already! haha.

This morning i had a hard time getting out of my bed, despite the fatigue and nice weather to laze on. I literally force myself to school. First lesson was lab, gotta create some customised user form. Grumpy me, cannot understand what the lecturer was talking about, I sat infront of 1 PC and do everything by reading the instruction myself. I took 1hr 30mins to do. Seriously HARD WORK. I can hear people scolding vulgarities while trying to debug the system, despite lecturers in the lab. haha.
till then...


I heard a girl in my class shouting


"WTF! Data Gone! Everything gone!"


I can't be bothered who she is, and contiune my work, since is graded lab.

and... that stupid girl name KUA SHI HUI, came over to my place and disturb me.

shake and knock MY PC and said..


"crash! crash! crash! hope your data all gone!"


"BOMB!" everything gone..

School computer damn lousy la, shake abit only data all gone. super pek chek! my hardwork just gone within secs infront of my eyes! Nice classmates I have right! :)

At least she feel guilty and pass me her work to summit. Actually I did a nice job one lor, she la! tsktsk.






So class what did you all learnt in service today?
Serve with your heart!
haha. funny!


11:28 PM


Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Seriously, I have no clue why my bag is forever so crowded inside and big. I only bring relevant stuffs!

I will prove to you people today!



















oh well, I have quite a number of bags, just that I brought this to school today. It's from Charles and Keith, my birthday present from my friends. Credit for Esther for being my model :)



















School essentials.
Lecture Notes, Pink File, Organiser, Pencil case and Nerd Specs. I got my specs during the holiday, I am short slighted 175 only la. Not bad okay, my highest record from sec sch was like 300! It slowly drop as I age. haha.




















I need colour pens to pen down whatever notes during lecture. That's my way of making my boring and lengthy notes interesting. =)




















This are not barang barang also!
Wallet: Pierre Cardin one, I use it for like 2 years or so? Still in good condition.
MP3: My bestfriend when I have long jouney. Though from my place to school is not long, but music make my life.
Tissues: I got super sensitive nose!
Sweets: I got these today at bookshop. 30%! closing down sales!
Lancome compact powder, blottler and comb..
I don't even own a makeup pouch like any other girls. haha.






My cheapo pink waterbottle, cost around 3 bucks. I don't like softdrinks or any other sweet drinks. Plain water is the best! =)
























Lastly, Cardigan! I've 2-3 other designs. Lectures hall and Tutorial room is always winter, I'll probably freeze to death if I forget to bring my cardigan.

See! not much right.

I feel like getting a backpack for school. My laptop is so heavy, I often call guys to carry for me. Get a backpack, throw everything inside and that's it! haha.

anyways.. School is so fun today. My proposal got a GOOD grade. haha. Happy la! and, quiz today was so funny. 5 MCQ at the first page, I was stuck at the last 2 questions. Was sitting directly infront of my lecturer, so when she start marking, I saw the answer and wrote down! haha. HUAT AH! FULL MARKS FOR MCQ!



6:51 PM


Monday, November 10, 2008

I shift to blogspot. Posting of photos at LJ take forever. Welcome me back to blogspot. =)

I am taking a break from mugging for tomorrow's quiz. Nothing just goes into my brain, I just feel like sleeping whenever I see those notes, probably today's weather is too good to miss a sleep. Coffee did help a little, because being a BUM like me always like to take afternoon nap. But today I didn't! Around of applause for me please. =)

Siewmei, do takecare! Get well soon! Be a dear, eat your medicine regularly.
Ah Koh too, sick due to out field.
Take care people! Drink more water,crazy weather ahead!

Back to mug =(


8:39 PM