Flying off to TAIWAN in another 4 hours!
Welcome 2 TAIWAN!

fever was on and off.

running a temperature of 38.8 yesterday.

my whole body was burning hot.

enough to bbq satay.

coughing like crazy.

Friday I got force to work.

I told them I will be there at 7pm to teach newbie to do closing.

Didn't even dare to take MC, though i have 2 days of MC.

But, they thought I chao geng MC, die die want me to go at 4pm.

utterly dissappointed.

I tried my best to reach at 5pm with all my might,

my manager sees my pale face, and want me to go home at once.

I REALLY GOT FEVER LEH!

*shakehead*

I should have faint there instead, to let them know I really sick.

I will get a new job soon.

I feel weak that I don't even have the energy to stand and brush my teeth.

I sat inside for like 15 mins, my mum dash into toliet and shocked that i "sleep" inside.

I tired to vomit, but apparently nothing came out.

literally crawl my way back to my room and sleep.

First was my dad who got sick,

then hy,

then me,

then my mum.

people, please take good care of your health.

the virus is spreading.

anyway, I need to get new jeans.

My jeans are loose.

a good sign! I am loosing weight too, siew mei (I saw your blog)

Maybe we can go shopping for jeans =)

I lost around 5 kg from Jan till now.

Should maintain, and 3 more kg to my ideal weight.

COME ON MAN!

Oh well,

sorry fiq, I really cannot attend tonight dinner.

i really sick, never PS!

This is an emotional post.


Another sleepless night.
Cry me a river.

Was reading fiq's blog.
Ya, I understand how you feel.
When your bank statement dry..
and.. desperate for cash.
I share the same thoughts as you.
and! I still kay kiang, no money still want to go taiwan!
My stupidity kills my brain cell.
any loan shark to intro?
or some sure strike 4 digit to give me?


But still,
I am working hard to save.
For my uni expenses and TAIWAN trip.
I'm juggling my work and life,
which is driving me crazy. irksome.
it's very depressing to do something that you doesn't like.
and it's making me turning to another bitch.
the shortchanges of my emotions are the post syndrome.
I've forgotten what's the purpose of living..

I always wish to have a better tomorrow before i go to bed.
But at the same time,
I'm scared..
to grow up.


"life is so short, live to the fullest"
that's what I had been telling myself for years.
I'd been very stubbon to be honest with my feelings.
not very healthy I know.

I will try not to deprive myself from happiness.

The moment when I smile, doesn't mean I am happy.

I can't fight for my fate,

can't run away from destiny.

It is a beautiful and yet terrible thing to live in a realistic world.

I'm losing myself.

the lost and insecure.

I just finished a day and done with it.

Am I statisfied?

After 3 days of soft diet,
I LOST 2 KG!
woo hoo. shiock! =)
I declare, I'd develop porridge phobia.
I feel like puking whenever I see porridge!

Alrights, 4 more kgs of fats to shed of to hit my ideal weight!

How terrible it is when I saw my brother brought FRIED RICE home,
and I can only smell, but cannot eat!
TORTURING!

3 days at home.
Bored me to death.
Read newspaper, books, watch tv, sleep, online.
and the cycle goes...
I have no idea why,
most of the shows that are shown in TV,
are all FOOD VARIETY SHOW.
tempting!

I extracted my right bottom wisdom tooth yesterday.

It's very painful =(

This morning I wake up and I saw a MONSTER infront of the mirror!

My right cheek swells like pig now.

only people who went through the surgery knows how i feel now.

insteading of teasing at how ugly or laughing at the patient how sad it is to have porridge everyday.

I think it's good to show concern.

Just like girls having menses cramp and guys wouldn't understand how we feel.

Well, I am having 2 at a time. damn.

I don't understand why should I suffer this kind of pain.

The way of life.. suffer!

I hope I can shed off some weight before I go taiwan.

anyway..

Bf had promoted.

LEIUTENENT CHUANG.

Congrats, you made me proud boy! =)

and..